Leave Him Alone

Leave him alone. Leave him alone. Leave him alone. Leave him alone.

I need to repeat this to myself. A lot. Just let it be.

Just let it be. Just let it be. Just let him be.

It is important to let him miss me. He always does and it's the best feeling.

I am scared and happy and scared of being happy.

Scary

Why am I such a scary and intimidating person? I really dislike that those terms are used to describe me and even moreso, how often - especially in reference to being in a relationship with me. 

I have high expectations and I'm passionate. Those are the two things I think make me scary and intimidating.

Oh well. Sigh.

Over

I hate when I'm in overdrive
Where overrunning thoughts
Override my existence
Overthinking every whisper
Every overwrought word
Overhauling my heart
Over and over again
And every overturned soul
Becomes some oversized woe
Even overnight tears won't dry
When you're overlooking the lie
And the overwhelming truth is
It's simply over